balance

The moment I stopped working, I started thinking of other ways to make more money. Yea I know. again. Why do I have such a need to want money so much? It’s making me a boring person. And because of this insatiable ‘need’, I have been constantly thinking of how to make more money and finding ways and means to make it possible. It’s so tiring. And the more I dig through all the info on the Internet, I discover more things and then having more choices means decisions made would be harder. And since it involves money, of course I would be a very comprehensive before diving into anything now. This mistake was made when I first signed up for the investment-linked insurance policy. bleah. so damn ignorant and kinda got tricked by the ‘financial planner’. I didn’t know the ‘saving plan’ as he called it had so many underlying charges which I initially didn’t know of since it was my first time with such stuffs. And as I researched more on it, I found out such a plan is not very ideal as compared to other forms of investments and saving plans which gives better returns. Yet to reach a month into it and I’m already thinking of terminating it. I’m gonna question that guy who SOLD me this soon.

Then today, I question myself. Why the huge greed for money?! Financial stability? To achieve my dreams and not being held back due to the lack of cash? Not having to worry about money matter in the future? I guess it all of those. And in my life, it’s because of financial constraints that I had to compromise myself against certain issues. I couldn’t do what others can because I lack money. I don’t want to say, ‘I don’t have enough money’ anymore. In my future, I do not want to be like those people desperately working hard everyday just for that paycheck to pay for their bills and loans. They kinda live to work for money.

And I just had a mini discussion with xy the other day if I should switch to learning accounts too since she’s intending to do it as well! another headache. what about my bioengineering???? no huge careers advancement options. stuck in lab. but interesting field to be in, to a certain extent.

Alrighty! Signing off. oh yea, tomorrow i’m going to attend a seminar/workshop by dennis ng for free on Path to Financial Freedom! I found out he usually charge by the thousands for such workshops. I rather grab the chance now to increase my financial knowledge.